dark is the new black

[imperious]

ooc; okay, so I figured the easiest way for me to do this was to set up the post and then set up two different threads: one for canon-alignment shifted Peony, one for AUDark!Peony, so...yes. :|b

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[imperiator.livejournal.com]

[he clenches his jaw, eyes narrowed and accusing] Is that what happens now? Tell me, what must Gailardia think of you after what you did to him? He hated us both when he was that person. Do you think he still hates us now? Do you think if I'm your Peony I'll still be this person when this experiment ends, even just a little?

[he exhales, and his demeanor changes. he smiles gently at Jade, and his tone is just as gentle and warm] I trust my Jade, and I know I have his trust, too. Hate me if you must, but I even trust you. You're still Jade, and I won't give up on you. I'm sure even your Peony wouldn't forgive me if I gave up on a close friend so easily just because of a few differences in our realities.

[clinical]

Guy has changed. Perhaps you didn't notice, but he's afraid of his anger again. As afraid as he was before Luke saved him. He is afraid of the potential he was shown.

That's the point. I was taught to take responsibility for what I do. If I'm right, then Peony will learn just what he may have been capable of. Perhaps he'll be less aggressive than he'll need to be, but I'm not worried. He has me for ruthlessness. If you're right, Jade will learn what you would have been capable of if you were better than you are. Perhaps he'll decide that if he can't have that person, he isn't altogether confident that he wants to belong to what is really here.

I think you had better hope that you are wrong.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

[smiling, amused] And what is this Peony of yours capable of? What makes him so wonderful that my Jade would give up on me so easily?

[clinical]

Personally, I'm curious what has brought about such an appalling result in you. Court life was always difficult, but you always fought those battles on your own terms. Your practicality did not compromise your ethics.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

I don't know how to even answer that questions, since I'm not even sure what your definition is of appalling. Why don't you tell me how you think I should be, and we can start from there.

[Peony takes a seat on the Plane floor, legs crossed and relaxed and casual, not at all unlike how Jade's Peony would seat himself in the same situation, open and ready to listen to whatever Jade wants to tell him]

[clinical]

Your preoccupation with discretion is understandable and forgivable. Your willingness to marry for your career isn't altogether surprising. [Even if it is disturbing.] Nor do I have any doubts that you truly care for me.

I won't tolerate manipulation. Not from you.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Who says it was for my career? Maybe I was in love like your Peony and just didn't get rejected by the girl.

[calm and soothing and apologetic] I wouldn't expect you to either. I'm not like that with my Jade, which I'm sure you'll realize if you are him. It's because you're not my Jade, and I was worried and scared. I won't do that to you in the future. It's only fair. After all, I wouldn't want your Peony to do anything like that to my Jade.

[clinical]

Why do you have rappigs?

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

[grin] I like having pets.

[a beat] Honestly? It started out as a ploy, yeah. If people think I'm a soft-hearted idiot, of course they'll underestimate me. It doesn't mean I don't love having pets, and it sure as hell doesn't mean I don't love them.

You know how it is, even us monsters can somehow love others.

[clinical]

[He rolls his eyes.] You can stop that. You aren't a monster, just a politician.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

There's a difference?

[clinical]

[He has no intention of playing that game.] You'll have my protection for as long as this lasts. If you need help, then you will be given it. I won't play out his life like it's mine.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Would you prefer I play out your Peony's life like it's mine? I know he's not discrete and he's hung up on some girl who rejected him ages ago. So what should I be? Loud and lonely? I can pull that off, I'm sure.

[clinical]

Stop it.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Stop what?

[clinical]

If that's all you want, I do have work to do.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

It's not all I want, and whatever work you can do will have to wait. After all, you won't have much work to do without an Emperor to serve.

[clinical]

Surprising as it may be, I have more than a few projects that I'm quite capable of working on on my own.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Really? From the way things sounded, I figured all you did in that world of yours was hug rappigs.

[clinical]

Only on weekends, Your Majesty.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Ha, I think that was the traces of a sense of humour! I was afraid you lost it in whatever reality you're stuck in.

[clinical]

Ah, it's so sad when an old man thinks he's funny and is not. I'm so glad that your world seems to have much lower standards.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't talk about yourself that way. I think you're funny, even if you don't. Why do you think I've kept you around all this time?

[clinical]

I don't try to fathom the reasons of lonely children.

[imperiator.livejournal.com]

Self awareness never was your strong point.